twiztidlilfreak

Bereft of warmth, I seek comfort in the solace of fables. Like a glowing, burning fire, the tales of others-real or not-provide an oasis away from the memories. Losing myself in feelings of loneliness and desire, only brings tidal waves of despair. The wind whispers through my hair like a lover... It wraps the breeze around me, like gentle, comforting arms of protection. I flip through pages, delving into the lives of others, hoping it will distract me from my own unwritten story. It's a small comfort, it's a deceitful evil as well. All good things must come to an end, and then there is nothing but the screaming echoes of my hollow pain.

Sea Piggy, Sea Piggy... How I wish you were my piggy. Instead you live underwater, where I would never see you. Sea piggy, sea piggy.. How I wish you only knew, My love grows for you, by the day. Sea piggy, sea piggy... I love you. OoOoOoOoIiIiIiIiNnNnNnNnKkKkKkKk!

To fill the empty spaces, with pictures of you, sparkling like stars in the night. In the face of uncertainty, I turn to you. To pour out the inky enigma, like a vase of blood, dropped into the Thames. My eyes search for you, as I sit upon the threshold of another self; Pushing, pulling, yearning for the edge. As ancient tides turn against time, I wait, And the currents pull the sickness down.

It's so quiet now... I can barely hear your heartbeat. I can just make out the steady rhymth of life in your veins. It's oh so quiet... Your voice is mute. Why have you abandoned me to the deafening silence? It's so quiet... Why don't you speak? Where are the gentle words you are always promising? So quiet... The clock ticks away And still, I'm left in the dark silence, Alone and deaf.

I walk alone, Barefoot in a valley of broken glass and rusted nails. I rise to this occasion, And I know the burden placed upon me is not a light one. I walk alone, Amidst the shattered souls of the dead. I rise to this occasion, And I accept the choice given to me. I walk alone, With my head held high, fearing no one, And I understand, That it is not someone else's soul that needs to be saved, But rather, my own. " Am I precious to you now?"**

Skin so cold, there is no warmth, No feeling, Completely numb. Return to me the glow, The golden light that filled me. Give me back what kept me serene. Return to me what I had sought, found, and that which was taken. Give back me heart, As you have already taken yours.

Dreams of paradise on distant shores, Fill the mind with cleansing and thoughts so pure. Daylight sparkles with an awakening presence, And the Moon shines with glittering decadence. Erase the images of past life And awaken the mind, free of strife. Dance to the rhythm of one beating heart, And love, you shall never part.

If our sanity flew to the dark side of the moon, Would you chase after it? Would you be willing to risk starting a new craze, Would you be willing to be someone new? I'll keep those twiztid secrets of yours, my dear- But don't expect me not to taunt and tease… You hold back from getting what you want, And you stare into the face of lust, And turn away… How am I to understand, The meaning of why you do this? Take what you want, It doesn't matter in the end… Do what you will, Your actions will hold no consequence to me. I refuse to chase after what was never mine.